I was so blessed to have the most amazing Mothers day yesterday. I am so grateful for the opportunity I have been given to be a Mom. It's not so much about the gifts (although they were awesome! - more on that later) it's about the joy of having a tiny little sweetheart that I am responsible for nurturing and loving. For years I put so much emphasis on getting pregnant that I absolutely refused to think about adoption. Then one day ( after a sever knock up side the head by my Heavenly Father) I realized that it's not about getting pregnant, it's about being a Mother - no matter how that child comes to you. That was 3 1/2 years ago - and the beginning of our adoption journey. Up until that time we had stuggled with infertility and I knew that going further with fertility treatments just wasnt for me. I had pretty much resigned myself to never being able to be a Mom.
I did not physically grow within you
I can not speak the words I want
These special words